Thursday, April 17, 2014

Regression Much?


I just had the oddest most random conversation. It was all about the brain and the eyes and so on and on...
Him: Where'd you get the name EyeBite from?
Me: All emotions come most strongly from the eyes.
Him: I'm still confused about the bite part...
Me: Theres almost nothing more personal than if you decided to bite someone. Your mouth, even when speaking, is one of your most personal weapons. When I cant verbally explain how I feel whether good or bad, my eyes always tell.
Him: I figured that was where you was getting at but I hate to assume...I personally think the emotional focus is more relied upon the brain since that processes the information took in from all senses
Me: True I get that but often times I personally know that my face (eyes in particular ) portray my first emotion before the full process. My eyes have a knee jerk reaction before I think about it.
Him: Of course, I do that too which is why the eyes is my primary focus (windows to the soul) but I think that would be tied to my  subconscious..Like when face with immediate danger your subconscious overrides everything for survival
Me: I don't put my subconscious with my brain personally. I feel as though it has more of a connection with my soul. The soul, when you let it be, is your guide. So when I'm listening to my subconscious I feel as though I am letting my soul speak and do. I believe in past lives so my subconscious is what I believe to be the part of my soul that holds all of the past lessons I've learned.
    Him: If you are aware of your subconscious self as in to actually be able to listen/control, then your level of spirituality is at god-conscious I believe...as far as past lives I don't believe in that, sounds to much like possession to me..I believe in purgatory
    Me: To each his/her own. Its not about being god-conscious to me. It's about that balance of inner peace and extremes. To understand yourself is to understand the why of life. I believe in past lives because there's no way that everything I am meant to learn and accomplish and understand can come from one life time. But thats just my opinion.


...so odd...
I honestly love when people come to me and talk on a spiritual level but sometimes it catches me so off guard its odd.
Meh. 
I guess thats just my life









    Monday, February 24, 2014

    My thoughts on Pt.1

    Black History Month

    You know sometimes I say to myself "I HATE that we have the shortest month!" 
    Then Black History month comes around...
    And there are only like 3 people that people are talking about, There are ratchet ass pictures, and Niggas STILL don't pull up their pants!
    Everybody wants to be all self righteous and be all "Man the Man is holding me down!" When they turn around and hold down the next brother trying to make something of himself. 
    That is ignorant as FUCK.


    ...Today for you, Tomorrow for me...

    Welp that's really how my life is typically set up. 

    You can't really be mad at it though. I find myself as more of a giver than a person wishing to receive things in life. Receiving always makes me feel like I should give back anyways, so why not start there?
    I'm not completely sure if that is ok or not. Is it?

    Either way I doubt I will change that about myself. I like it. Plus as you will son learn about me is that I am stubborn as hell. I am a very proud Aries. 

    The thing about being a giver is that you get an unexpected joy from it in the little moments. I never find myself really regretting it. Like there is this homeless guy I see everyday and even though I can't give to him everyday I save up some change from when I buy things, turn it into bills and give them to him. Later I see him eating actual food and I feel really good about it. 

    Try it sometime. Go through your whole day being the giver and not the receiver. 

    See what kind of joy you can find in that and claim it as your own.

    Today for you, Tomorrow for me!

    EyeBite


    Wednesday, February 12, 2014

    I guess you call this the About Me section?

    "People always told me you can't dream in color, yet I don't see in black and white."
    As much as this blog will be about my life it will also be about just that. Dreaming in color.
    Your goals to you aren't black in white, so remember not to dream that way.

    A little about me.
    I'm 22. The mother of one little girl. I'm a witch, holistic liver, own an online Apothecary(https://www.etsy.com/shop/WombatsNWitches), went to Culinary School for baking and pastry, full time work, and a student.

    Oh and my life could be an HBO series. Would probably get canceled after like 6-8 episodes though to be honest. My life, arguably like my attitude, is raw and uncut. Sometimes even I can't believe some of this shit happens to me. 

    You'll see. 

    Also I have a strong opinion about most things I have an opinion on. Double edged sword, again arguably like my attitude. 

    My guilty pleasure:
    Ratchet ass music
    Smoothies
    Brownie Chunk Cookies
    Babies
    My Coworkers
    Piercings
    Tattoos
    Boys with cute ears and glasses...

    Long ass list.

    Eh thats about enough for now I guess..

    Stay tuned